has shifted. everything has changed. we told each other that this was for the best. so we could heal. so we could grow. so that we could be better people. but in the end, i know my world will come to an end when i see him hand in hand with her.
"Once upon a time, there was Candy and Dan.
Things were very hot that year.
All the wax was melting in the trees.
He would climb balconies, climb everywhere, do anything for her, oh Danny boy.
Thousands of birds, the tiniest birds, adorned her hair.
Everything was gold.
One night the bed caught fire.
He was handsome and a very good criminal.
We lived on sunlight and chocolate bars.
It was the afternoon of extravagant delight.
Danny the daredevil.
Candy went missing.
The days last rays of sunshine cruise like sharks.
I want to try it your way this time.
You came into my life really fast and I liked it.
We squelched in the mud of our joy.
I was wet-thighed with surrender.
Then there was a gap in things and the whole earth tilted.
This is the business.
This, is what we’re after.
With you inside me comes the hatch of death.
And perhaps I’ll simply never sleep again.
The monster in the pool.
We are a proper family now with cats and chickens and runner beans.
Everywhere I looked.
And sometimes I hate you.
Friday — I didn’t mean that, mother of the blueness.
Angel of the storm.
Remember me in my opaqueness.
You pointed at the sky, that one called Sirius or dog star, but on here on earth.
Fly away sun.
Ha ha *beep* ha you are so funny Dan.
A vase of flowers by the bed.
My bare blue knees at dawn.
These ruffled sheets and you are gone and I am going too.
I broke your head on the back of the bed but the baby he died in the morning.
I gave him a name.
His name was thomas.
Poor little god.
His heart pounds like a voodoo drum."
Candy- starring Heath Ledger and Abbie Cornish
Everyone was right.
My instincts were right.
I was such a fool.
Love really does make you blind.
"Sometimes I go to sleep just so that I won’t feel the pain."
the things we’ll give up. the things that we would die for.
"There’s something about your eyes. Last night when we were lying next to each other and I looked into them, I swear I could see into your soul."
is something that we hold onto, something that we have little of, something we desire, another thing we’re lacking. time to hold each other, time to stare into each others dark eyes, time to agree, time to disagree, time to fight, time to makeup, time to make love, time to make each other angry, time to disappoint, time to grow, time to grab one another’s hand, time to breathe again.
